it's been a while since i've made a post here. i've written some stuff but failed to publish it because for whatever reason i only feel inspired to write when something big (and most likely painful) has happened in my life so while everyone else is UPDATE! Just Moved To Big City And Booked Big Project And Also In Cute Relationship Where We Enjoy Traveling Together Because We Apparently Have The Funds Also We Live Vlog Our Dates To Mariano's Where We Have $2 Happy Hour Wine And Beer And Then Shop For Organic Dinner Ingredients Tonight Is Risotto (Isn't That Like... Your Dream? :-) ) Blessed 2 Be A Blessing! and i'm like haha yeah guess that's what non-consensual sex is damn haha that was weird! right? also i was going to be an au pair in amsterdam didimention? but i don't want to just harp on the bad stuff or the sad stuff/ things that actually don't weigh me down for long- in fact, talking about these heavy topics gives great...